OK..so I'm a big fat failure!!

And I do mean..big fat!! We took our first club ride yesterday...started out in the rain!! It was a rain or shine event...we went to the Veterans Home in Augusta to give them a park bench for the grounds there...what a nice bunch of people they are!! Well worth freezing to death!! Then we went to Whitefield to the Country Cupboard for lunch..was waaaaaaaaay nice! Then back to Togus where the group played bingo with the vets...a way of 'giving' them some spending money without just handing it over! Very nice!! BUTT....I just couldn't hold out....bummed a cigarette from Bruce and been smoking ever since! I'm a failure...just not ready to quit yet...need to get my toe taken care of first...then I'll quit!! The stress of quitting and losing weight at the same time was just too much!! Forgive me!?