Sunny and cold...brrrrrrrrrrr.....

Only in the 20's today..but I'll take it over snow anyday!! Need that sunshine!! Had a pretty good time with my friend yesterday. However, we got to reminicsing about bringing up our children...and all the regrets we have. We both come from the same backgrounds and didn't make the best decisions along the way. How often do we wonder what our kids really think of us as "moms" and if they ever wished they had been born to someone else! 20-20 hindsight aside...would I have done things differently? I hope that I would have made wiser, earlier choices...but I always strived to do the "right" thing by my kids...however tainted my thinking might have been. I think they would have been better off if Sue or someone had been the mother instead of me. Yup...I'm depressed...was up all night thinking about it. I guess my only hope out of the whole thing is that they have learned from my mistakes. I know they are wonderful parents themselves, so I guess they have!! Gotta go to the foot doctor and chiropractor this morning...ugh! Sounds like a painful day!! Hope the grandkids are all well and NO MORE SICKNESS!!