And yet another storm....

I'm really getting anxious for spring...I hate January especially..a very depressing month for me. Usually a month of problems..this year it's my foot...but that's better than the accident I had a few years ago. My youngest son is living in the state of Washington...outside Seattle somewhere. Went there to get some good schooling...last I knew, he was working at MacDonalds!! He has written me off as a human...not to mention as his mother. Has listened to too many of his father's opinions, I'm afraid. I keep hoping that the day will come that he will realize how much I have always loved him...but I'm afraid that day will never come. He doesn't like to acknowledge the fact that he is autistic and it tends to give him a very one-track, unforgiving brain. So I guess I won't hear from him until he is totally derailed! LOL!! I do worry about him a lot and think of him daily. Just a bit of news now and again would be great. This not knowing is torture. It's so hard..the hardest thing in the world, to let your kids go and live their own life...make their own mistakes....and me being a control freak and all! LOL!! Foot is still sore...next week the stitches come out. I still don't see much improvement...noticed this morning while taking my shower that it is still over on it's side the majority of the time! Bummer!! Dr said the next thing to try is fusing it to the next toe....come on now!! Can't we just cut the damn thing off????!!!! I'm so sick of pain....arms are usually killing me and that's bad enough....let's cut it off!!